December 2010
12 posts
here’s a thought, if you break it, regardless of how, you pay for it. dont try to push it off as an accident just because it would be convenient for you. fucking pay for them since you destroyed one of them!
my eyes droop, heavy with the weight of sleep. my eyes turn to sand, the world dims around me and yet i try to escape it. try to run away. that world of dreams and sleep are both a torture and a pleasure for they give me what i seek and take it away as i wake. dreams are were you release your inner longings, your inner feelings and your inner thoughts. sometimes i am afraid of what i may see and...
there are times when i seriously question certain aspects of my life. it’s 230 in the morning, i’m cold and in deep need of something warm to drink and i’m questioning my life…not really the best combination.
many questions have arisen in the past half an hour or so.
why did i choose to go to a public high school instead of a private one?
why did i never put myself out...
you have no respect for anyone. you are nice to them only as long as you get what you want. once they put a kink in your plans you become a bitch and a cow and act the real way you want to. a BITCH. you are in no way a nice person. the family doesn’t like you because of this, friends are starting to catch on too. all i asked was for you to move some of your stuff back out of my room cause...
“I
HAVE
NO
REGRETS.
REGRETS
ARE
FOR
THOSE
WHO
DON’T
...”
Is it possible to feel good when you are supposed to be sad? To feel sad when you are supposed to feel glad? Emotions are complicated and figuring them out is even more difficult.
“God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to...”
so lately ive been doing a lot of thinking…some good some bad some in between. i meditated on what makes people do things. the source of their reasoning if you will… LOVE? friendship? COMPASSION? hatred? JEALOUSY? desire? INDIFFERENCE? sadness? ETHICS? morals? UPBRINGING? experiences? PASSION? dislike?
the list goes on and on. what makes you decide that getting an apartment is a good...